Days has past, & we're still nowhere.
He hangs out and have fun everyday, while I'm waiting for him everyday.
The feeling and hurt deep inside me, is getting even deeper day by day.
The words that spill out from his mouth, crushes my heart into pieces.
My heart, can never heal anymore. What's left, is a tremendous scar to my broken heart.
He'll never be the same person I first met anymore.
Filled with cruelty and mean act against me.
Treat me cold, and warm as when he likes.
I'm so lost, I don't know what to do.
Tears rolling down my cheeks when the sunlight dawns.
All I feel, is the pain from the knife he pokes through my heart.
He said words, that hurts me really deeply.
He didn't know that I pray for his safety every night.
Radiating Metta and love to him,
My heart still wants him badly.
But just so I realise,
Everything has changed.
Him, us & our feelings.
Its the end of everything.
I'm gonna let go of everything I've every hold onto.
It has been three years,
Through deep and shallow,
Thick and thin,
Now has vanished into the air forever.
-lonely & heartbroken
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