I would say, being in a relationship isn't something easy neither hard to do. Getting into a relationship is as easy as ABC, but maintaining a relationship is the toughest thing to do. I was young once, and was naive. I never knew how to appreciate relationships when I was younger, say about 15 years old ? That's cause those assholes I was with never appreciated me. I was like a doll to them, when they like me they come to me, when they got bored, they'll just never come back for you. I was dumped by all those assholes in every relationship I got into. Slowly, I just don't believe true love anymore.
Until one day in 2008, I've met him. I met him in a small room, filled with joy and laughter. It was a Sunday morning in conjunction with Mother's Day (2008) , he was performing out there. Singing his lungs out, full with passion and enthusiasm. I knew he was the right one, I just knew. After several weeks, I found out his name from a friend of mine. His name was Q. Ohh, I was so happy, and really HAPPY ! No words could describe how I felt that day.
Friendster was the in-kinda-thing back then. Facebook weren't popular yet. As usual, girls would make use of the search engine looking for friends/guys/relationships bla bla. I wasn't the odd one either. So one day I received an email from the choir group (the group that he performed with). I was stupid enough to take the initiative copying and paste those email address cc-ed in that email to the search engine in Friendster. After all that long long search, I finally found his ! Oh man, I was extremely crazy over him. I moved my mouse towards the 'Add as friend ' button, and quickly click onto it. Since then, I waited for him to accept my request..
After days, I still haven't got accepted as a friend. :( Sad enough, I thought he would think that I stalked him or something. I didn't bother, I proceeded the next step - is to add him on MSN. A faster way to get to him. Brilliant ! :D At that time, I use to have a blog too. I blogged about him very much until that extend of blogging about his biceps and packs. Crazy stuff, yeah I know. If I could recall, I think i MIA-ed for quite a while before I hogged onto the computer desk again.
After a few weeks, he MIA-ed from Sunday School too. Obviously, I was depressed. Disappointed too. I knew if I wanted to talk to him so badly, I had to do something. So then, I went home and sign into my MSN. Suddenly, the task panel at the bottom of my desktop screen was flashing with a orange coloured window. He pm-ed me ! tadaa. I was happy happy HAPPY ! He didn't know who was miko_loh4730... that added him, so he just click onto that address randomly checking who am I. Then he saw my picture, then only he recall my existence.
We continued chatting, chatting chatting. Chatting every night about all the nonsense in this world, but putting a WIDE SMILE on our faces. That feeling was crazy, but mad awesome, ha ha. So one day he asked if I had a blog, and I said yes blindly. I gave him the link, then, I paused. I thought I blogged about him ?! Damn, I totally forgot. I quickly went to my dashboard, tried deleting that post, but in the end I was too late. There, he read it ! Do you know how ashamed I was ? Hey, I'm a girl too and its normal to be shy at the age of 16 ? In my blog, it sounded like I was having a deep crush on him. In fact, I was. :)
After that incident, we became closer. I mean, not intimate close, but just closer and was struggling to get to know each other more every night on MSN. I remember, Nalanda Singing Competition was around that corner. The choir group was assigned to perform that day. and we attended. We sat together throughout the whole competition. I could hear people whispering and giggling behind me. It was pretty embarrassing ya' know ? We had a bus that will drive us back to temple after the competition. Q, came promptly and sat beside me. He talked to me personally and we almost.. kissed. Obviously, we didn't. That's crazy, who would do that? LOL.
One night, he finally asked me a question on MSN, " Would you hire me as your employee ? " - something like that kay, I don't really remember what he said to me. I didn't know what he meant, So I just replied with a " Ha ha xD. " Later on, he asked me in a simpler sentence. I stoned ! I was so surprised that he actually proposed to me. He wanted me as his girlfriend. Omg, of course I said yes lah. Ha ha ! I agreed to him. I remember I was so happy that I was dancing downstairs like Nob.Bus. My sis had me recorded and I'm still keeping that silly video of myself.
We got together since then. Many shits happened, good and bad. We went through all kinds of hardship, challenges, problems, arguments and not to mention, break up too. There's nothing that we have never tried before. All I could say is, I really love this little crazy boy. At times, he might hurt me in someway, but most of the time, he treats me really well. He took care of me when I was sick, he spends time with me once he's free, he'll always carry his HUGE luggage bag all the way from his place to my house and he look like a silly small boy etc. I love the way he bear hug me, I love the way he stroke my hair, I love those stupid things he always says to make me laugh. I just love everything about him, everything.
Nothing is forever, unless you know how to appreciate moments like this. Just always bare in mind that, perfect soul partners don't come easily. When your golden opportunity to be together is just right in your hands, grab it and never let go easily ! Never every let them go, because when your chance slip away, you might have to wait for a long long time to find another perfect one. Or maybe, you might not find the right one anymore. So, lovey couples out there, don't let each other go no matter what happens. Because I've gone through many shits, and I know the consequences. Trust me, you'll find true happiness that way.
Today is 24th - the date we got together , and this is the 1 year 10 month we've been together. I hope we could enjoy this day, happily and joyfully. I love you baby, Kevin Liew.
Cheers to our relationship ! xD
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